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Well, I'm laying here kinda vegged out.

Kinda high I guess, I hate the way I get after taking my pain meds.

The lack of concentration, loss of the ability to focus, to remember... I have exams in two days, I should be studying, but every attempt is just frustrating as hell.

Even with my meds, my hand is throbbing and spasming. It hurt so bad I doubled over and fell out of the saddle when I was riding, which of course, Sonnie didn't understand, so now he's all worked up and jumpy, Kona is upset too. I just ache. It hurts so freaking bad. The meds are only making it tolerable if I don't move any muscles at all, more challenging than you'd think, especially when you're used to doing it for comfort. I'm starving, but don't want to go out to the kitchen where Kayla and Alex are hanging out. I really don't have anything in my fridge...just some lunchmeat, cheese, and pickles....might just do, sounds kinda appealing, which honestly, is quite sad. Oh yes, on top of this, I had to wear my wrist brace today for my right wrist. Guess I overused/strained it. It's also achy. I also am getting sick, so I'm just screwed no matter how you look at it. Yeah exams in two days.... I don't mean to be so negative lately, just venting. On the upside, on the 30th, DeAnna will make final adjustments to my myoelectric and it'll get sent back to TouchBionics to get prepped for the LivingSkin. After 8 weeks, It'll be sent back to have it put on.

Also, Wes might be down in November and in December we may (we as in Wes; his brother, Sterling; Sterling's wife, Angelina; and I) tentatively be going on a cruise? I honestly do not know, just along for the ride right now. Anyway, I'm going to keep vegging here and call tonight a wash for studying. Yay cramming tomorrow!

(I'm going to look back at this and wonder when I wrote it, as I wont have any recollection of it. hahaha, fun times on pain meds)